Maks

Whilst I'm waiting...

I'm not writing here as much as I want or should, I guess I should be less Timlike sometimes...I just end up doing so many things, I never get anything completed before starting the next things, it's a good thing but it stresses me out a lot. I didn't put on this site what I came out as in those personality profiles (and tests) ... I've done the official test (with pen and paper - Myers Briggs) and I came out as an ENTP (it showed that I was close on the T and F - thinking and feeling)... then I did the test on the site that I gave you guys, and I came out as an ENFP one time and as an ENTP the other time through (obviously close on the F and T again) ... and then I did the test in Portuguese (cos I can! lol) and I came out as an ENTP (showing that I'm more of an ENTP and I really do understand Portuguese! haha)...anyway, interesting stuff, I'll put something on here...or perhaps some links...not sure...here's the list of famous ppl that share my personality type.

Famous ENTPs:

Alexander the Great | Jim Carrey, actor & comedian | Tom Hanks, actor | Walt Disney | Christopher Columbus | Arthur C. Clarke | W. C. Durant, founder of General Motors | John Candy, actor, comedian | Lewis Carrol, mathematician, author (Alice in Wonderland) | Sir Winston Churchill | Bill Cosby-actor, comedian | Thomas Edison, inventor | Alfred Hitchcock, author, master of suspense | John Malkovich, actor | Groucho Marx, comedian | Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart | Horatio Nelson, British admiral in the Napoleonic Wars | Sir Walter Raleigh | Marilyn Vos Savant, person with highest ever recorded IQ | Dorothy Sayers, mystery writer | George Bernard Shaw, playwright (Pygmalion) | Confederate General J. E. B. Stuart | Oscar Wilde, playwright | Gene Wilder, actor | Weird Al Yankovic, comedian, parodist | U.S. Presidents: John Adams, James A. Garfield, Rutherford B. Hayes, Theodore "Teddy" Roosevelt | Céline Dion

(And according to http://www.socionics.com/advan/famous.htm , these actors - David Schwimmer | John Cleese | Jamie Lee Curtis | Roberto Benigni (A Vida É Bela - Life is Beautiful) | Dick Van Dyke | Scott Bakula)

Fictional: Bugs Bunny | Wile E. Coyote | Fortinbras (Hamlet) | Garfield | Mercutio (Romeo and Juliet) | 'Q' (Star Trek - The Next Generation) | Lord Peter Wimsey (Dorothy L. Sayers' detective) | Indiana Jones, Geordi LaForge (of Star Trek: TNG), Calvin (of Calvin & Hobbes) | Dr. Emmett L. 'Doc' Brown (Back to the Future) | Cosmo Kramer (Seinfeld)

Quick, ingenious, good at many things. Stimulating company, alert and outspoken. May argue for fun on either side of a question. Resourceful in solving new and challenging problems, but may neglect routine assignments. Apt to turn to one new interest after another. Skillful in finding logical reasons for what they want.

Live their life: Outer life more with intuition, inner one more with thinking.

More independent, analytical and critical of their inspirations, more impersonal in their relations with people, more apt to consider only how others may affect their projects and not how the projects may affect others.

Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative.

May be inventors, scientists, troubleshooters, promoters, or almost anything that it interests them to be. 

They are more excited about pursuing a new idea than about following through on an existing one, which can be a cause for frustration and anxiety -- both for themselves and for those around them. To the ENTP, all the world is a chessboard whose pieces must be moved in such a way -- by the ENTP -- that all the players will get the best and the most out of life. Constantly bombarding themselves and others with ideas, ENTPs burst with an excitement that, at best, leads to tackling one exciting challenge after another and, at worst, to an endless series of delayed or unfulfilled dreams. 
They get pleasure and intellectual stimulation from arguing both sides of a subject, or from doing something unusual or unexpected just to get a reaction. 
It is the nature of all ENTPs to test the limits of any system or person, especially traditional ones. 
In relationships with an ENTP, one can expect to be challenged -- usually by whatever comes along that is new, different, or on the cutting edge. Just coping with an ENTP can be stimulating, a fact attested to by ENTPs themselves ("I find myself very interesting -- but tiring"). 

As parents
The ENTP's house may be crowded with the latest books, gadgets, fads, or all of the above. Children will be introduced to all of these things, which are used to challenge them -- something far more important than neatness, schedule, and order. The ENTP's parenting model is "Stretch thyself", and successful parenting involves whatever helps the child to achieve this goal. Most ENTP parents generate more ideas and possibilities per day than their children will ever be able to complete. This in itself can be tiring and, to a child of a different type, very frustrating. It was probably an NT parent, most particularly an ENTP parent, who first said, "A mind is a terrible thing to waste." Helping the child to realize and expand the self is the ENTP's most basic principle of child-rearing. This quest may be made at the expense of hugs, kisses, and expressions of affection, although for the ENTP the process itself is the ultimate expression of love. 

Creativity
Being allowed to dream up and pursue possibilities without any follow-through or accountability is the ultimate form of relaxation for the ENTP. It is also probably the greatest source of ENTP creativity. To give free rein to the imagination, instead of getting bogged down in the sticky details or dull routines that may be part and parcel of the idea, allow ENTPs' creativity to flourish. They find not only stimulation and growth in the process, but relaxation too. Stress comes from being tied down by too many details. 

Growing Up (Children)
Like their adult counterparts, ENTP children are often whirlwinds. Lots of friends, laughter, projects, and ideas fill their waking hours. Each new day is a new opportunity to design systems, challenge friends, and scheme. A single request by a parent -- "to take out the garbage", for example -- can lead an ENTP child to spend hours if not days designing some sort of invention that will get the garbage from the kitchen to the backyard without human intervention. The design might demand calling friends, experimenting, or any number of other possibilities -- all of which will be more exciting than actually completing the chore. 

Learning
ENTPs would rather learn by "getting involved" than by being lectured to. 
That which is routine, redundant, rigid, or overly detailed is boring. Assignments may be completed late (or early) and may be done sloppily. If dull or unchallenging in their original form, the ENTP student may even change or reconstruct assignments in the name of "learning". This typically ENTP behavior may be frustrating to students and teachers of different types and may result in a no-win situation -- for the teacher, because he or she loses the ENTP's respect and attention, and for the ENTP student, who may do poorly in school.

Work
Work that allows the ENTP to be challenged and stimulated will be highly attractive. Work that binds an ENTP to standard operating procedures will be ultimately frustrating and, quite possibly, stress-inducing. Computer science, financial investment counseling, college teaching, and other theoretical pursuits are highly attractive to ENTPs.

Well, isn't that interesting? Rather smegging accurate if you ask me....love you all, God, you rock more than anything! Love you dad!
Tim

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Personality Types - Myers Briggs / Keirsy Temperment Sorter etc

Do these tests...and then leave me comments talking about what you got....

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp - The test

http://www.legran.com/type/ - loads of info on the letters and the results n everything!
http://www.personalitypage.com/portraits.html - Info on the types...with info on careers and on relationships (including who would be the best "match" etc haha)
http://www.ibiblio.org/pub/academic/psychology/alt.psychology.personality/type.info/famous. types - famous people's types.

You can goto google.com and search for the types as well (type in the four letters)

e agora em português

http://keirsey.com/ptest.html - o teste

http://sites.mpc.com.br/negreiros/quiz.htm - outro teste - parecido com o primeiro (o fundo desta página tem infomções sobre os tipos)
http://www.ibiblio.org/pub/academic/psychology/alt.psychology.personality/type.info/famous. types - pessoas famousas e os tipos deles
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp - o teste em inglês
http://www.geocities.com/intpbr/tiposemportugues.html - mais informações sobre os tipos.

Este teste é muito legal ... faça agora e deixe seus comentários depois .... com o que tipo vc é....vc pode tb digitar em google.com.br seu tipos (as quatro letras) e selectionar aquele caixa "páginas em português" pra encontrar mais informações etc.

Valeu gente! Tchau!

Alright guys, seeya later!

love Tim

 

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Just a little update

I've not written in here as I had planned to...the truth is that I've been spending a lot of my time with people...and less time here on the net...but really, I need to write down my thoughts and feelings more...otherwise, I find myself hiding a lot of things...and then...well, I'm babbling at the moment.

There are a lot of people who know me, but very very few who really know me...I'm not talking about secrets and things like that, but I'm talking about me...the real me...everyone knows me...and everyone thinks they know me really well, but I'm not sure if they do...it's not like I hide the real me...or anything like that...I guess it's just that I love to communicate, but I don't trust...truth be told, it feels a little weird writing here on my public journal for all to see, I could hide this in another place, but really, I need to learn to trust and be more open...if I'm only a little of the truth and I'm already having a big (you could even say profound) impact in some peoples lives...then how much more powerful and influencial could more of me be....

I was thinking the other day about having a split/multiple personality/ies ... I was thinking it would be a good use of me...to be able to get all of what I hide inside out...and, yeah. well. I don't know how it would be ... I'm talking a lot of thoughts here, I'm not sure if I'm actually writing from my head or my heart...but I'm awake...but I'm not really here, the words are appearing on the screen, but they are not my own...where am I coming from, where am I going, I have not the slightest idea...but oh thank you Lord Jesus, that I'm here following you ... cos really, I'm on the right track now...

...but...

I feel as if there must be more than this...I feel as if I'm scraping the surface of the correct iceberg....but I don't know how to get in further...I'm at a block...there must be more than what I see in the churches and what I hear from people....yes, I'm free, praise Jesus! but there must be more than this...there has to be, doesn't there?

help me Lord, Tim
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Tim.E News - November 2004

Greetings to everyone from Argentina!

 

As you probably know, I've been outside of Brazil for the last few weeks (since the end of September). I had to leave because of my visa situation, I needed a voluntary work visa to continue working for God in Brazil with YWAM.

 

The last few weeks have been a good time of rest for me, but also a time to think and prepare for what the next year has in store...and what, more importantly, God is wanting to do through me in this next stage of my life.

 

Visa?

 

And the important news that you're probably all wondering...yes, I have got my visa. Praise the Lord! It is a 1 year Voluntary Work visa, I can stay in Brazil until October 2005, and I have the ability to renew this visa for an extra year before my time is up. Praise the Lord!

 

This means that I can return to Brazil and continue with what God's calling me to do there.

 

God's Calling?

 

This time, I shan't be returning to Rio de Janeiro, or the favela (shanty town / slum) of Complexo do Alemão to continue working there with YWAM. I shall be going to the south of Brazil to a city called Curitiba to work with YWAM there as a teacher on the new School of English which will start at the end of January, 2005. I shall be involved in everything with the school from the preparation to the teaching...from the start until the end.

 

School of English

 

This will be YWAM, Curitiba's first School of English...so really, we're a little new to all of this. It will not be a English and Cultural Orientation school, but a School of English (so more concentrated on the language). It will be aiming to give a tool to missionaries who would really benfit from the English language in their ministry/calling. It will be a full time school in a similar style, probably, to my school of Portuguese that I took back in March of this year. This means that the students will not be allowed to speak their own language, and translation will not be a part of the teaching process. All of the classes and conversation will be in English...and as this is a school in Brazil, we will have to be strict with these rules, as it is the best way (that we know of, and that I, having done a school in this style, know of).

This will mean also, classes during the morning and the evening, with conversation and perhaps classes during the afternoon. It will involve watching a lot of films (I like films!) ... this time round ... in English, without anything in Portuguese...(of course not!) and of course music in English...both singing and listening.

The truth is that it's a brand new ministry, so it will be rather fluid as to how it runs, but hopefully with some sort of day to day, week to week, month to month schedule. Thus involving weekly tasks, monthly projects, exams and anything else that will help the students to learn.

 

Tim Edwards - English Teacher ?

 

Although I have worked a little with this type of teaching before, and have taught English to a few people in the favela that I was living and working in (in Rio de Janeiro), nothing really will prepare me for actually teaching full time. It's going to be a learning experience for both the staff and the students alike. I'm confident that as God has given me this calling and has opened the doors for me, likewise, he will give me the gifts and the abilities that I will need to do this. I feel it ironic that I shall be teaching, after a school life that I really quite hated, and the whole idea of going back to school or to university felt like something for someone who wasn't me...how ironic that I am going back to school...but not to learn, but to teach this time.

God really does have a ironic sense of humour.

 

Sidetrack - Vision 1

 

I don't know how many of you know that when I was first sensing God calling me to Brazil, I hid the whole thing...I didn't really tell anyone about it. I decided that I would start learning Spanish first and do various things with missionary organisations in Latin America, before even thinking about going to Brazil. I'd been told and I knew that Brazilian Portuguese and Latin American Spanish are very similar...they are both Latin based languages and thus both have a similar structure...and in fact, thousands of words and expressions that are almost the same

 

For example: "Carbonated Water" is "Agua com gás" in Portuguese, and "Agua con gas" in Spanish (literally, "Water with gas" in English).

 

So, if I could learn Spanish first...say through working with a bilingual Discipleship Training School (DTS) with Youth With A Mission (YWAM) (I already knew some things in Spanish from living with a lot of Latin Americans in YWAM, England and I had spent 2.5months in Uruguay as my outreach phase of my DTS, I would be able to learn Brazilian Portuguese much quicker and easier...and it would make the transition to Brazil much easier for me.

 

Well, I prayed, almost jokingly, to God, asking him to put it in the heart of somebody to make a Spanish and Cultural Orientation School (as I'd been quite close to the English and Cultural Orientation School in YWAM, England)...well, it seems that God didn't ignore my prayer...but He didn't answer it in the way that I would have expected...instead of a Spanish school, why not a Portuguese school? Well, it seems that God had already put it in the heart of someone to run a Portuguese Language and Culture school...I was one of only 3 students on the first school of it's type. Suffice to say, God was many, many steps ahead of me. I can now speak, read and write in Portuguese ... and even more ironically, I can now speak (more or less), read and write in Spanish (being in Spanish speaking Latin America for the last few weeks)...which was made a lot easier because of my knowledge of the Portuguese language!

 

"God never forgets our prayers or requests, even if we do" - Pete Grieg, Red Moon Rising

 

And now?

 

I shall be travelling to Brazil at the end of this week, I shall be going for one day past the base in the south (Curitiba) to leave some things there, before returning to Rio de Janeiro on Saturday to collect some things that I had left there when I was there the last time. This will also give me the opportunity to get used to speaking Portuguese again and the Brazilian culture (and food) before heading back to Curitiba, in the south of the country to start working with the preparation for the school.

 

Praise and Prayer

 

Praise God that I now have my visa. Praise Him that I have learnt so much Spanish, just being here in Argentina and Uruguay. Praise Him for the wonderful people that He has put in my path everywhere I have gone, I have been blessed so much in these last few weeks.

Praise Him that I've been safe during all of my travels, that He's been with me everywhere I've been and that His Holy Spirit has been protecting me and guiding me.

 

Pray that God will give us all creativity and the ability to prepare intelligently for the school. That God would provide those who he's called to work with us (we have several maybe's at the moment). Pray that we would receive resources and gifts to aid us in this ministry (English resources are a wonderful blessing for us). Pray that we would really get along well as a team and that God's glorious name would be further glorified on the earth, until His coming in glory!

 

English books, CDs, tapes, DVDs, anything that has the English language in/on it would be really welcome. If you wish to send us anything, feel free to send it to the address below (stating that it's for the school).

 

With lots of love and hugs, may God bless you all!

Tim Edwards

My personal web page (check for updates etc) - http://www.livejournal.com/~echosineternity

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the truth is that I liked you...and I used to look into your eyes and wonder what could be, now I still feel somewhat the same, but I'm very fickle when it comes women and feelings like this...sometimes I like someone and then a week after they've gone, so have the feelings...you know that you can never base a relationship on feelings...if it was that way, then as soon as a feeling changed, so would a relationship...that's no way to live...people have to be in love...and love isn't a feeling, it's a whole state of being...that doesn't overlook faults, but is so much stronger than them....through love, all things survive...and it is only through true love that we are here today.
Maks

TIM.E News - March 2004

TIM.E News - March 2004

First off, I want to thank you all for your continued support and prayers. You are amazing!

With my time in England coming rapidly to an end, I feel it is time to inform everyone of what the next step in my walk with God is…and where. But first…rewind...

The last three months…where…what and why?

For those of you who didn’t know, I’ve been working with Youth With A Mission (YWAM) on their Internship program in Harpenden, England. From September to December 2003, I was working on a Worship CD album (with two others from the base), and serving the community with my IT knowledge and skills (i.e. running around fixing computers!).

The CD has now been finished. The band is “The Way Ahead” and the album is called “You Alone” – it is a collection of different worship songs both written and recorded at YWAM Harpenden. It is available for £6 through YWAM Harpenden’s Bookshop or through my father (Brian Edwards). I’m one of the main players on this album (electric guitars and vocals) so it is very exciting to finally be “in print”!

January saw the other Interns going off on outreach; two of us, however, felt called to stay in Harpenden and serve the base. For me this meant continuing to serve in the IT department full time. It also gave me a lot of time to prepare for the next step in my walk with Jesus.

I continued to help with the “fridaynite” group in St. Albans. Aim: 2reach non-churched kids through games/sports/music/snacks and show the truth through words and actions). This group meets every Friday between 7:45 and 9:15pm.

I also moved into different accommodation in January, which meant I was living with all of the ECO (English and Cultural Orientation school) students…thus a lot of time was spent helping them with their English…and a little time practising my Spanish, Portuguese and even a little Korean! It really deepened my desire of language and culture as well as fuelling my desire to teach and serve.

What is the next step?

As I’ve said in my previous newsletter, my vision is to be a vessel through which God’s creativity flows, drawing people to Christ and to preach the gospel in Latin America…in her languages and tongues and to enable others to do the same.

The vision hasn’t changed and I will still be travelling to Rio de Janeiro, Brazil on the 28th March to do a School of Portuguese and Language with Jovens Com Uma Missão (YWAM Brazil). However after the 3 months of lectures, I’ll working be working with the English Cultural and Orientation school in Rio. It’s very expensive to learn English in Brazil and there is a lot of need for those able to teach it.

Meu coração para Brasil (My heart for Brazil)

My desire to show truth in Brazil grows stronger everyday, the closer I get to going, the more my heart burns for God’s love to cover and fill Brazil. I really feel as if I have a burden for this nation. It’s a wonderful nation that really needs the truth, Jesus.

Catholicism and spiritist religions in Brazil are very influential in all parts of society and are often mixed together (even with some statues of Saints believed to have supernatural powers!)

I would love to see this nation on it’s knees for God and I am willing to do whatever God calls me to do for this to happen.

Praise and Prayer


Praise the Lord for what He is doing in New Zealand through the Impact World Tour…literally thousands are receiving Jesus as their personal Lord and Saviour!!

Praise Jesus that I have all things ready for going to Brazil. He has provided me with the extra baggage allowance on the airline for free (I am taking both of my guitars with me!)

Praise the Lord that my language learning ability seems to have increased somehow over the last few weeks.

Praise Him that I finally trust Him with everything.

Pray that I would get my “Voluntary Work Visa” – there have been some complications with my application, which means I will probably have to travel to a neighbouring country in order to get the visa. Pray that God will put compassion and understanding in the hearts of the people I talk to.

Please continue to pray for the “fridaynite” group in St. Albans for both the children and the leaders, as there is a big spiritual battle going on every Friday. Pray that the gospel message of hope, love and truth would impact the children and stay with them.

Pray that God would keep increasing my passion for His name. That my heart would continue to be refined and prepared for the works He has for me to do.

Anything else?

I will need financial support for the work I’m called to do in Brazil – For accommodation, food, insurance, flights and transport, my visa etc; no gift is ever too small. If you don’t feel God calling you to support me through finances, please support me through praying.

Prayer is the most important support that I can ever ask for. Jesus’ name is powerful!

If you want to write or communicate with me I’d love to hear from you

You can now give to me via PayPal.



Até Logo (Until Later)

All for His Glory,
Because of His Amazing Love


Tim Edwards
Maks

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here's a little story..

A girl was born. She was the 2nd child of the family, she had an older brother and later on a younger one also. Her father always seemed distant and not there...like he was ignoring her or something. People would ask him about his children and he would say to them "I have 2 sons", then they would say, "don't you have a daughter", he would reply, "I have no daughter". There never seemed to be any proper reason behind this girls father not liking her and ignoring her. At the age of 19, she went to another country for several months, against her fathers wishes. After that point, there was no communication between him and his daughter. She got married, had her first baby ... her marriage wasn't going well, her and her husband were going to get a divorce...then God stepped in. The following Sunday the couple woke up and knew they needed to goto church. Well, the couple came to know Jesus Christ as their personal saviour and friend...following this conversion, another 2 children were born. The girl's relationship with her father still was the same as it always had been. The family would visit the girls parents once or twice a year, and everytime the father would ignore his child (the girl). All the girl did year after year was pray.

and then

something happened

The father went into hospital for an operation and became quite ill, the girl sent him a simple card bearing a message of hope and love. The father then asked to see his child...after over 40years, he finally was asking to see her. The girl went to the father and then things changed, the girl got back the father that she had always been deprived of, their relationship turned from being upside down into being the right way up. The girl began to vist her father as often as she could, and they would talk and laugh for hours. God had done some really quite beautiful. Total redemption and forgiveness.

The father on going back into hospital for another operation, got very ill a second time...this time, he did not regain his health, and after a few weeks, died. The girl was distraught but at the same time knew that her father had already met his maker and was now with him in paradise. She knew that she would see him again.

that girl is my mother.

God can do amazing things in even the most hopeless of relationships. Seeds of hope never go to waste. God is the redemptor.
Maks

playing catch up

God keeps up with the times
which is such a cool thing
He's so ahead of His church, we're constantly playing catch up.
his dreams and visions that he gives to us are the glimpses of his glory
and christians seem so fixated by whats comfortable
it's time we all get out of the comfort zone.
it's when someone puts a double barrelled shotgun in your face, and throws the question
then you're in the choice zone....comfort or out of it
and you know what faith is...and you know what self is...
I want to live on the edge...I can't imagine not. it's what I was made for.
Maks

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There are two dogs always fighting in our minds, the good dog and the bad dog, which one wins the most ??? the one that gets fed the most ! Which dog are you feeding the most ??